You really want to know how I feel?
I am your pawn
Your escape goat
Just another r e b o u n d
For you to get back
Onto your feet
And you tell me I shouldn't feel this way?
If you care so much
Enjoy the time we spend together,
Then tell me this:
Why do you allow her
To e n t a n g l e you up
Into her manipulative words?
You follow the regulations
She has set before you,
And I can't handle that,
I can't grasp the fact
That I am here for you
Caring for you
Sharing my past
Listening
And trying to understand you,
It is I that is here
E m o t i o n a l l y
P h y s i c a l l y
And m e n t a l l y for you
Not her.
It seems as if
You are greedy
To many things
Having to be your way
All the me me me's
What you need
What you want.........
What about me????
And maybe that might be
A little h y p o c r i t i c a l of me to say
Directing the me me me's back to me
But I've had my fill
You are hurting me damn it
I am not as dumb as I look
I see what is going on
So when you get your shit together
Then we'll talk
Until then don't bother.
Reason for writing:
My boyfriend (well I don't know anymore) has a very
manipulative ex that he has a 4 yr old child with. And she tells
him to leave me cause I take time away from him and his
son spending quality time together. That makes him feel guilty though it is untrue. When in actuallity she
only wants me out of the picture because she is jealous and
apparently he has had a couple relationships after her and
in all of them she scares them away from him or has him
ditch them for reasons to benefit her. All his friends
tell him he is stupid that his ex is dumb, that he is missing
out on a good girl (which is me) and he realizes that now
after he listened to her that he made a mistake that he
does care about me. He tells me that she has an upper hand on
him cause she uses his son in her defense and it really pissed
me off. Cause he really is a nice guy but is very naive
when it comes to her. What would you do if you were in my
posistion?
Birth sign: Aquarius
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