my situation

by cipher - Aries

i think its about time,
to asess my situation,
no more lack of love,
no more hesitation,
tired of thinking twice,
forgetting what should have been done,
sick of always wondering,
am i the only one,
sick of being punished,
for crimes which arent my own,
sick of relying on you,
to help me wake up for the sun,
falling into depression,
passing through the gates,
sick of always wondering,
is it too late,
so young and naive,
with a cross on my shoulders,
wonder if ill feel this when,
when i get older,
forgotten memories,
played before my eyes,
so many distant fortunes,
many many lies,
throughout yer journey,
bumps along the way,
strangers and poets,
saying itll be okay,
judgment falls so swiftly,
in this room of despair,
so many hurt and angry,
so many dont care,
throughout this desperation,
clinging to the boat,
sinking further and further,
building my own moat..
surrounding my castle,
with its walls and cloudy haze,
id rather be alone than not,
for the next few days...

Reason for writing:

    i dunno really i just sorta let my mind go and this is what happened...cipher    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-02-14 02:38:04
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:49
Poem ID: 67471

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