What goes through my mind no one is aware so scared of the thought of death scared that if i'm still alive and my friends aren't i would wish i would've died along with them no one thinks a shooting will happen at their school You should think twice I know I am you don't know what is running through people's minds But i know i won't be the same just the fucking thought about it i thought i was friends with him but it comes to me that he is in it along with someone else and killing himself afterwords i can't deal with this a great guy that could make a difference in the world wants everyone to die even me i'm confused whether to be disappointed that he's thinking of killing me a friend i thought i was to him i don't want to die i want to have a man to fall in love with i can't die now i feel so angry yet i feel like crying all the fluid out of my body on to the floor i can't stand the thought! me dying? what people would do without me... if my friends died, I definentely know I wouldn't survive alone... i would never forget them i hate having the same thought going through my head the thoughts that make me feel i already am dead it already happened so why can't i get rid of.. these terrifying thoughts
Reason for writing:
I heard something I don't know if I really wanted to.
I thought I was friends with him and I thought I made him happy, this is making me depressed cause they he would go suicidal afterwords, i would be so depressed, i already am.
Birth sign: Pisces
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