PiLLs

by ~***a chick***~ - Pisces

Wake up in the morning
I have the pills
for some reason I dont believe they would really kill
I shake them up and down
and hear them make that little sound
shake, shake, shake, wait, wait,wait
Do I really want to die?
ugh....I am so tired of always being one to hide.
Shake, shake, shake, wait, wait, wait,
What about my mom
will she have the stregnth to move on?
shake, shake, shake, wait, wait, wait,
If I really wanted to die
I wouldn't be coming up with all these whys?
shake, shake, shake, wait, wait, wait,
I think I'll just take some time
to figure out what are all these whys...
until then I keep the pills near
just in case I finally do get rid of my fears,
Shake,shake, shake, wait, wait, wait.

Reason for writing:

    I really hate myself right now.    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2002-02-15 06:54:48
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:50
Poem ID: 67538

You need to log in to edit this poem if it is yours.

View more poems by ~***a chick***~.