I lied whem I said I could handle it, that I'd have no emotions. I lied when I said I felt nothing for you either, that it was just physical. I lied to you, even more I lied to myself. It kills me to feel so much for someone who feels nothing. I adored you from afar hoping that someday you'd notice me. When you finally did it was my body and not my heart. I tried to front for you and pretend that I wasn't emotionally attached. I lied, I lied to the both of us. Maybe someday I will let you in on my hidden misery. When we were intimate, I was making love while you were just trying to fuck. I am so emotionally torn, so destraught. Yet I yearn for your touch,for your kiss. I want to caress your body and embrace your lips. I should've known better, you even said it yourself that you cannot belong to just one. I couldn't resist, it was the only chance I had to fulfill a small part of my dreams. Things are already different, you look at me funny. Maybe you can sense the sorrow of my heart, the lies I told it. Maybe you got what you wanted and that's that. More than anything I want you to be the liar, to say you feel the same as I do, to tell me that you lied to me too.Birth sign: Libra
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