read it and weep.. i dont care

by Chanel - Virgo

is it just me...or have i faded 
my colors running together
blending into another being
someone whos complexity outnumbers mine
and im just another face in society
broken home, shattered thoughts
lovers kiss, long forgot
dreams have leveled.. no sudden movements
i color outside the pretty boxes
in a fate thats doomed to come sooner than i thought
is it just me, or have  i died
but no one came to burry me 
no tombstone with lifes acomplishments
etched in stone for generations to see
no carnations waiting on swaying grass
no bodies dressed in black
waiting to bless me with their prayers
is it me, or do you just not notice
that i can feel pain through the same nerves you do
i have feelings but they never seem to show
i never let them know....

i wait to suffer in my portal
...with my head down to the sky
and my face up to the ground
...i wait to suffer without the sound

Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2002-02-16 14:52:31
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:51
Poem ID: 67571

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