A side of life will never leave The part of life that I deceive The pain and sadness eats away At the hopes and dreams I have today I ask myself if this is all a phase Hunting and searching for the better days Keep telling myself there is always tomorrow But I awake to discover never-ending sorrow Never thought it would take me in but I can't seem to leave this heartbreaking sin Never knew I would sit here so long I find it impossible to try to move on I ache for the love and the caring devotion It cradled my pain and my every emotion Why is there this desire to be with you? After all the pain that you put me through At night in my bed, I'd think until I cried You always hurt me no matter how hard I tried I realize now that I need to stop giving get out of my way, I just started living
Reason for writing:
I was in a abusive relationship for a year and a half with a guy who kept me down and depressed. After awhile i realized there was more to life then sobbing over him, but it was hard. When i broke up with him i first thought it was a mistake, but after he over dosed from over the counter drugs and nearly died after i refused to take him back, i knew i didnt need him in my way and i needed to start living.
Birth sign: Libra
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