someones missing

by ~***a chick***~ - Pisces

Every single day of my life
theres someone missing and I dont know why?
I want him to be near instead of in the ground..
they say that you can feel his spirit when he is around,
I want to be able to talk to him and actually get a response instead of always wondering.
I wonder what he would think of me now
hell I wonder if he'd even be around. 
I dont like to go to the graveyard where hes burried its to cold and distant and makes me worry.
On those warm summer days I go so I can remember the old ways.
You would pick me up in your yellow car and we'd always go somewhere far, you'd buy me ice cream and toys and I always felt like your little joy.
Inside I was to young to understand who really was this man?
You had gone away for some time and now you were back and you were mine. My big comfy dad I wish he was still here I want to know him better than just from those things I hear.

Reason for writing:

    I miss my dad the dad I never really had.    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2002-02-17 08:52:26
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:51
Poem ID: 67603

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