why must i think these things, and pull myself down, im so tired of acting okay, when everyones around, i wish i could just forget, all the mistakes ive made, and finally move on with my life, and forget these lonely days, easier said than done, it seems no matter how hard i try, these fucked up memories will stay with me, until the day i die, sometimes i wish it were sooner, just being able to leave this place, and leave behind my sorrow, and lost love and most definetly my hate, i wish it were that easy, i wish i could change my fate, im sorry for all ive done, but sometimes thats not enough, cuz everything has stayed with me, thats what makes this so tough, im not sure how to reconcile, with everyone ive hurt, im not even ready to admit to myself, that nothing has ever worked.
Reason for writing:
umm another fom my journal again i dont think i posted this one b4 but i might have cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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