My mind races, my heart aches, I don't know how much more of this I can take. The lie is so clear, the evidence so true, the only one who doesn't see it is you. What we had is long past, I thoght for sure it was to last. You've cheated, You've lied, and it's me who feels as if they want to die. There are no words to describe the pain I feel inside. I look into your eyes, and I know you've lied. It will take a day or so, and you'll tell me what I already know. All hope is gone, The story ends, Love has been betrayeed, And there is no amends. ....This is a poem that we both know is true; what happens next is up to you. (Dan died 2 days after I wrote this poem)
Reason for writing:
The reason I wrote this poem was because my fiance was acting out in chracter defects. What he was doing wasn't quite clear; what was clear is that it was causing us problems.
We were both in recovery,staying clean,and establishing a life together.Two and a half years of living like this, I thought it would last forever.I had 3 weeks of insanity with him. I thought he was cheating or using again.
It wasn't until he over dosed did I find out that he was using.
He died 2 days after I wrote the poem.
It's one hell of a reason to write this poem, but sometimes life is like a living hell.
Birth sign: Aries
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