oh dear julian where have you gone? my chlidhood, my past, it's been too long. remembering a time that was filled with bliss, so young and so innocent, when there was so much in a kiss. Somehow i lost you, you faded with the days, when i was trying to find myself, i was lost in my ways. Trying to grow up, becoming a new person, you dissapeared, along with my innocence. Days turned into weeks, slipping into years, life now a challenge, so many hopes, so many fears. But you still cross my mind now, from time to time, I can't help but wonder how, how i lost you for good, just let you go. Would things be differnt now, if i still had you near? but i will never know, and so i ask myself, would you care to know, that i still you miss you so. do you ever think of me, where ever you are, could i ever come up in your thoughts, is there a place for me still, deep down in your heart? How do we lose people, who meant so much, just let them go, without giving it a thought. life is so scary, the things we can do, not realizing, it can haunt you forever. And forever will i be asking why, why i did what i did, without ever really saying goodbye. Oh dear julian where have you gone, where ever you are it's been too long. Oh dear julian, where did you go, it hurts me so much, that i do not know.
Reason for writing:
this is for someone i let go of, without realizing how much it would effect me, and now it happens to be one of my biggest regrets.
Birth sign: Aries
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