I'm staring into nothing staring straight at you. How are you Dad? Me?, I'm still not pulling through. I'm still screaming on the inside But then that's nothing new Staring into nothing staring straight at you. can you see the mess you left behind? see how your children bleed? Did you ever care, even a bit? for all the hurt you were too wasted to see? Hey Dad, what's it like there? ARe you in heaven or in hell? I don't know why I care so much sometimes it's hard to tell. Do I love you, or do I hate you? I don't know anymore I know how pissed off I feel inside I know my eyes are sore. Do I want you to be free of all the pain you felt you had to hide? Or would I prefer to see you burn, In hells unrelenting fire? Do I love you, do I hate you? Do I feel anything at all? I know that sometimes I feel glad that you aren't here anymore. Hey Dad, did you know it's your birthday? Another year you won't grow old. Another year without you another day I feel so cold I think my tears have finally dried up Now I just feel like a fool my body aches from sobbing sobbing futile tears for you I'm still staring into nothing staring straight at you Inside I am still screaming inside I still feel blue. But as I wipe the salt from my face i wipe away a part of you Still staring into nothing still staring staright at you.Birth sign: Scorpio
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