How spoiled With life Some of us are- Delusional in the idea it's your place to throw it away. You think it's glory? An easy way out Of the pain? Well, let me tell you Differently. An icy road and a drunk Put me in this ditch Pinned by the car A ton of cold metal. A steering wheel in my stomach Rupturing anything it found handy Broken bones plaguing my body... Tell me... Have you ever had the opportunity to touch Your large intestine? I have... It feels like raw squid.. Have you ever picked up your finger With the hand it was once Attached with? I have...I saw the pink bone Poking through mounds of torn flesh.. Still bending.. But no concern of pain Because of the jagged metal That severed my spinal column. The life I had taken for granted Drained from my body And stained everything around me... I lost control of my body Pee ran down my leg As my bladder stopped working... While I choked on my vomit Since I could no longer open my mouth Because you know You're body relaxes As you start dying And I began to see What waited... No bright light Loved ones weren't waiting There was nothing At the otherside Of this tunnel I began to experience Life prior to birth... It never existed Life, that is. As I began To stop being... The spirit was dying And there was no place for it... it just started to disapate. Before you pick up the gun Or pop the pills Hoping that something better Comes... Sure That this world Is as bad as it gets. Well there's nothing as bad As not existing.Birth sign: Gemini
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