But mommy..

by PunkyThespian - Libra

She stood cold and hard,
letting her weight fall against
the doorframe she stood in. 
Coming into the room, 
she brought a thickness with her.
It lingered just slightly behind
her heels, 
a seriousness.
Her lips were tight and
drained of all color. 
A smile did not decorate her
face often,
and when it did
it came out looking more
like a wince - 
almost as thought the 
act itself gave her more
pain than pleasure. 
Finding her voice
she whispered:
"Your daddy's gone.."
and her face hardened.
"Now go feed the dog."
"But Mommy..." I was five.
She closed her eyes then, 
and a single tear
cut through the slit in 
her eyelashes.
When she opened her eyes
I saw her for maybe the first time
in my life.
They were blue pools,
and she seemed to exhale into herself. 
I left my room then and 
went through the kitchen drawers,
attempting to convince my 
mother I was feeding the dog
we didn't own.
Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2002-02-22 12:52:24
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:54
Poem ID: 67771

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