Never Wanted To Say Love

by Twan - Aries

i don't like to lie but you forced me to
i'm not really in love with you
that word went too far now i'm swinging from the tree
of woe that no one attached myself to but me
THERE'S a word i never should have said, it left me in this hole
where there is no light and there is no soul
i never wanted to say that one word that left me now in pain
feeling guilty over those with whom i have lain
is this hatred?? is this fear?? is this something i don't want to say
with the keys to my pandora's box i had to pay
locked in a dark room on the inside i had to make 
myself feel better befor i could forsake
everything begins to fall apart and than break
how many people have i been in love with and had to act really fake
all respects to you for putting up with my
every little quirk but i still have to lie
with everyone except angel i had no doves
i caught the sun to texas but didn't go to...you know that word.

Reason for writing:

    explains the problem i have with saying that word now.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-02-27 20:05:29
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:56
Poem ID: 67859

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