It only hurts now

by ~Ms. Sarah~ - Cancer

I just keep messing it up
Its my own insecurities that hold me back
I find something good, but throw it away
Because I feel I dont deserve it
I felt that I wasnt good enough for you
So I pushed and I pushed and you finally left
But instead of myself, I hurt you
Something I never meant to do
You said you felt rejected 
That you didnt understand why I didnt love you
But its only that I dont love myself
So how can I ever be good for you
Ill only bring you down
I know Ill never be the perfect girl for you
You need a smart, beautiful, funny girl
So I did this for you, for your own good
Im sorry it hurts now
But i know the future holds happiness for you
with someone else...
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2002-02-28 03:53:44
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:56
Poem ID: 67872

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