Still not Thin enough

by Kashelle - Libra

my hip bones arent as sharp as before
and im disgusted with my thighs
im only a negative 2
and i want to go down another size

i think i'll fast for a week
then purge and binge
cuz this 1/2 inch of fat on my tummy
is making me cringe

when i lay down flat on my back
my stomach caves in
but thats still not good enough
i want it to be bone on skin

though my ribs are protruding
and every bone in my chest is visible
though my butt is all bony 
being 5'10 and 103 is not livable 

to lose ten more pounds 
would make me feel really nice
to get down to 93 or less
i will pay my life if thats the price

Reason for writing:

    not about me....u can see this as sarcastic or serious or whatever,i dont know anyone with this problem but i happened to stumble upon a pro anorexica/bulimia site and it made think about what goes on in their minds and what not....i dunno....its not the greatest thang but its 2 am so give me a break :)    

Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2002-03-03 02:39:01
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:58
Poem ID: 67965

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