why do i cut myself

by cipher - Aries

every time i feel this pain,
i inflict more upon myself,
cigarette burns and slices on my arm,
leave a story to tell,
why do i cut myself,
why do i need to bleed,
when your the one who hurts me,
this is all i need,
it feels so good,
to feel the blade cross my flesh,
tearing another wound,
i almost lose my breath,
a moment of ecstacy,
when the blood falls from my veins,
you cant understand why i do this,
your pain is far less than my pain,
so many scars from the past,
lay across my arm,
why do i cut myself,
why do i do this harm,
self destructive behavior,
and a certain death wish,
this leads me to do it again and again...........

Reason for writing:

    i have problems.........what should i do?!   i cant stop doing this    cipher:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-03-03 05:14:28
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:58
Poem ID: 67967

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