everythings changing... far far too fast.... i cant get a grip... on this game called life... everything just seems to slip... right through my hands.... as i watch my dreams float away... i wander deeper and deeper into depression.. growing more and more distant each and every day... im not ever sure where im headed.... but im scared none the less... how can god expect me... to deal with all this... my eyes have seen so much... and yet ive learned nothing... my heart hurts so much.... theres nothing worth loving... realtionships end with hate.... and we become freinds no more... so far from my home.... i wish i knew whats in store.... for me and my life... me and my dreams.... i just have to remember everything... is not nearly bad as it seems..... im not sure if im ready for this... all these decisions... confuse me more and more each day... everytime i think about this.... i become more distant.... i hope i can figure out.... the path with the least resistance.... am i already lost to this place.... gone too far to ever come back... to the days when things like this didnt matter... or i am stuck in this place... every dreams been shattered.....
Reason for writing:
life is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard im all by myself in this huge world and its my own fault i have turned everything good in my life to shit in three fucken years the three most important years of my life well three of many i guess cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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