I CAN'T SLEEP TONIGHT I TRIED BUT I KNOW HE'S THINKING ABOUT HER AND THEY LOVE THEY ONCE SHARED. I KNOW IM NOT AS SPECIAL AS THE ONE HE LOST HIS VIRGINITY TO BUT I'VE BEEN HERE FOR SO MUCH MORE EVERY TRIP TO SEE THE SPECIALISTS EVERY BAD DAY AT WORK BUT I ALWAYS GET SCREAMED AT AND CURSED AT LIKE I AM SOME DUMB BITCH LIKE I AM NO ONE. SO WHAT IM 5'3 SO WHAT I WEIGHT 180 LBS SO WHAT I HAVE RED HAIR WITH A BIT OF A TEMPER IM ALWAYS THERE FOR HIM ALWAYS YET HE FAILS TO SEE THAT THESE TEN MONTHS WITH HIM HE'S BEEN KILLIN ME I FEEL LIKE HE CARES NOT ABOUT ME NOT ABOUT US BUT THE LOVE THAT WAS LOST WHEN SHE CHEATED HE TOLD ME TONIGHT WHEN I ASKED IF SHE MENT ANYTHING SHE WAS SPECIAL BECAUSE OF BEING THE 1ST IM THE 2ND WOW I MEAN NOTHING TO HIM YET I STAY I'M SCARED TO GO THINKING NO ONE WILL WANT ME I'VE BEEN HURT SO MUCH I JUST CAN'T HANDLE MUCH MORE. IT'S NO POEM JUST A WAY FOR ME TO GET MY FEELINGS OUTBirth sign: Taurus
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