let me just give in.... just stay away from me.... this is something i have to do.... i have to do it without all of you.... youll never see me again... and this is the way it has to be... no one will ever get to know.... the real me.... you say you care about me... but you know thats just not true.... so why the hell do you say it.... after im gone... you can just say "who knew"... "he never told me anything".... "i never saw it coming".... "he just left us without a word".... ive got to do this for me, has nothing to do with you, i just cant go on, theres nothing left to do, been down so many roads, each reaching its dead end, turned away and headed back, along the way i lost my freinds, i neevr want to love again, my heart feels no more, i could really give a fuck, about whats in store, for me after i do this, after i take the leap, PLEASE dont try to stop me, this is my defeat, just look the other way, and put this out of your memories, im sorry if ive hurt you, this disease has no remedy, fuck hope... fuck this life.... what the fuck r u doing... just gimme back my knife... ive thought about doing it other ways... but i want my family to see my face.... a gunshot to the head.... my pine box would be closed with disgrace.... i just want one slice to do this.... so i dont have to cut again.... please oh please dont miss me too much.... this im afraid is the end..........
Reason for writing:
fuck it all right..............its too much for me to handle now im not strong enough to keep going on like this cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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