How Hard Can a Hardened Heart Can Be?

by Ray Leitzell - Aquarius


	They called me up from Delaware…
		… sometime back in fifty-nine.
	My country needed my service…
		… to keep my brother in line.
	Seems like he’s done an injustice…
		… to you and me.
	It sure does look like he wants to change…
		… our forefather’s dreams.
	So, I fought against my brother…
		… for four frightening years.
	And I lived to tell my story…
		… to those who have ears to hear.

	Lord, how can I love my brother…
		… when he’s done so much to me?
	I wanna know how hard…
		… can a hardened heart can be?
	I try to live Your Word…
		… each and every day.
	But it’s so, so hard…
		… when my brother acts up this way!

	Years have come and gone…
		… and many wars have been fought.
	Brother against brother…
		… but all for naught.
	And I think about all those wars…
		… how they have one commonality.
	It’s always me against you…
		… and you against me.
	And I wonder if I’ll ever live a life…
		… like before wars did occur.
	I still wonder if I’ll ever go back…
		… to being my brother’s keeper.

	Lord, how can I love my brother…
		… when he’s done so much to me?
	I wanna know how hard…
		… can a hardened heart can be?
	I try to live Your Word…
		… each and every day.
	But it’s so, so hard…
		… when my brother acts up this way!

	Lord, You’ve got a very scared warrior…
		… who isn’t afraid to fight.
	I just don’t want to fight my brother…
		… I only want to save his life.
	And I know there’ll come a day…
		… maybe at the end of time.
	When I’ll be able to call my brother…
		… a brother of mine.
	And this is how I’ll love my brother…
		… for all he’s done to me.
	I’ll just open the pages of my Bible…
		… and I’ll begin to read…

	Lord, now I can love my brother…
		… no matter what he does to me!
	And now I know how hard…
		… a hardened heart can be!
	‘Cause now I live Your Word…
		… each and every day!
	And now I find it’s not so hard…
		… even though my brother acts up his way!

	And now I find it’s not so hard…
		… even though my brother acts up his way!


                      copyright 2001 by Stephen Ray Leitzell
                                        P.O. Box 380
                                        Middletown, DE
                                                  19709-0380

Reason for writing:

    My brother and I are complete opposites. He lies, cheats, steals and will walk over any one to get what he wants. He only looks out for number one... him!

I had a falling out with him over this issue many moons ago, and I just wish he would turn the 180 degrees needed so that we could be brothers again. Boy, I sure do miss and love him!    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2002-03-05 13:48:48
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:15
Poem ID: 68058

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