Up is purple
Down is loud
I'm ether
and your E.T
The one in my dream.
Although
Its physically impossible
Mentally my mind has been
Scrambled.
I think
as clique as it can be
I'm in love
With a man
friendly
close to me
one minute anyway
and the next
I'm sick of your
martyr perfectionism.
I want nothing to do with you
for weeks
but I'd love
just one more minute
while you're here with me.
i argued with the ex
again
I should hae just
played a recordin
g of the last one
would saved me va
luable time
and the only explaination
I was thinking is
He's not you
and i loved old times
knowing I was right
and that he was falsely
fixated with me.
you joke and kid
and I know you
plenty
to know
all of that
was ` just that
but still
that little
paranoid voice
that just shut up
says
he's leaving
you've lost him
he knows what you've been thinking
now you've gone and done it
you could never hide feelings
what the hell are you doing
bitch?
naggin anyone else
just because you're fragile self
can't handle
all the critisms
you kn
ow have merit.
I hate you
Because you have
Painfully failure
But that's just because of me
and I find you
nuturing and safe
because
you actually
possibly (damn self doubt)
like me
in the none sugar way.
Birth sign: Gemini
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