I was young Still a teeny bopper About 19 Living in a world I had never seen In love with a guy about my age A love that turned into total rage This guy was in my system so damn deep If he wasn't near me at night, I couldn't even sleep Nothing positive came from that relationship Except the lesson I know now Took so much emotional abuse and I don't know how Got knocked up but ridded myself Of a love I'll never ever hold It will always and forever be a stain on my soul A few years later Older and more mature By then, I should have been making better decisions for sure But I got involved with one who was careless Careless as careless can be To immature to even think about me No real emotions I realized, too late, not enough respect And I ended up being something I didn't expect All because I wasn't using my common sense And I got caught So angry with myself, I was totally distraught And talking to him didn't do any good He suggested exactly what I thought he would I was so confused cause I was already getting attached Wanted so badly to let that egg hatch But I didn't have it together Couldn't tell my parents....oh, what stormy weather!!! Had a talk with my brother, he gave me advice What he told me wasn't nice With tears in my eyes, I did what I was told Now I have permanent stains on my soulBirth sign: Cancer
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