Right now I dont think I am deserving of anything Love, praise or sympathy All these problems effecting my life were created by me My lack of ambition is killing me Only making me sink further into my bottomless pit of despair I'll never reach the top unless I try and hang on Not just let go and say its outta my hands I control all this, but Ive given it up to this depression I said go ahead and take it I gave up and failed myself What a disappointment Ive become Not to all of them, but to me I have dreams and hopes and plans Ive always mapped out my future But somewhere I got lost I took a turn onto an empty road to a deserted, isolated place and instead of turning around I just got deeper and deeper into it No body wants to be around me And honestly I dont blame them I dont want to be around me either My attitude is horrible I cant believe Ive lost all hope I dont even care what happens I let guys walk all over me I let friends pass me by I see their hands stretched out to help me and I push them away I dont know if I like being sad Or I just dont know how to be happy...Birth sign: Cancer
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