You’ve hurt me so many times before It makes it so hard to believe That as much as I pray This time you won’t leave After that night I was convinced Like you said you would, you would call That this time it was for real I was no where near right, not at all It’s almost been a week And there’s still no word Honestly I kind of figured Though I hoped this time it would’ve been different Now I’m right back where I started Wondering yet again Will you be back Or am I just playing pretend At night I cry Wearing your shirt And wondering why I didn’t see it coming, and am still so hurt I knew this might happen But I took my chance I guess I am just a sucker For love’s romance I know not exactly what love is Though you’re the closest I’ve come I will forever love you You’re the first I’ve ever known It’s so hard to think I’ have to give you away Though if I didn’t It’d be harder for me if you stayed From what I know With you, I’m in love The things you do Lift me up above I cry at night at the thought of losing you But deep down I know, you I’ve already lost I wish I could give it one more try And one more after that But the elastic has been stretched, and is just about to break, I've got nothing left to give, So you'll have nothing left to take.
Reason for writing:
This is about a guy I know who I have never actually "gone out with" but we do have a "history. I have known him for a year and think I might be falling in love with him while at the same time I am getting tired of his head games. I am coming to the point where I am going to make myself move on, but I can only do that if he's not in my life anymore....
Birth sign: Aquarius
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