Knots

by ~***a chick***~ - Pisces

My stomache turns into knots
I didn't know this kind of cost
It looks like its really over
you're not even trying to 
win me over
I hate that you dont try
to get me back
instead you just forget our past
The tears are brimming in my eyes
I cant even imagine my life without you by my side
I am trying not to show my pain
I am keeping it inside for a rainy day
Although rainy days are all I seem to have
ever since you left my life and made me sad
I keep forgetting you're not mine
and forget that I cant make plans with you for my vacation time
They say let go of him its not worth the pain
but they dont understand I'm going to miss him all the same.
I walk through the halls and feel so weak
like maybe just giving up and admitting defeat.
I dont know what to do because I am still so in love with you
I just couldn't take anymore of the pain
Tired of always taking the blame
You weren't about to change which is why I said its time to quit,
but I never thought i'd feel this type of loneliness

Reason for writing:

    Ugh...    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2002-03-12 13:35:32
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:03
Poem ID: 68258

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