30 seconds

by c h an e l - Virgo

thirty seconds until finally im liberated
a push and a pull from my warm watery enviornment
my tiny fingers wrapped in your long slender ones
cuddling my blood wridden body
so small and innocent
eyes barely able to shutter
lights are too blinding
and what if i thought to run back inside of you
i never wanted to escape into the cold latex gloved hands
i rather be an expected joy
a picture that hanged ...
without the emotions that go into building relationships
i would have never failed you
if those thirty seconds had never happened
if you asked if i wanted to exist
i just wanted to stay 
but you had to push me away

Reason for writing:

    not the best but im kinda on a dry spell right now...commments welcome    

Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2002-03-15 22:50:05
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:05
Poem ID: 68346

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