It's Worthless...Don't Waste The Time

by Nicole M. - Gemini

This world...

I either want to scream
Till my tonsils bleed
From the monotony
I can't seem to get enough of

Or I can't push
everyone away
Fast enough
Before they're
Surrounding me
Once again
Following my
Strings

I'm silenced
By the frustration
Of everyone else's
ignorance
Anyone
Even you
But maybe it's just
projection

I can't hit anything hard enough
to expell this seratonin
I want to say fuck you to everything
and then grunt in disgust
that that's the best I can come up with. how anyone can say
this world has absolutes
I'll never know
seems my thinking
and thoughts
have no beginning
and certainly
haven't ended
yet.

Just screw this mind
inside my head
for not settling
for anything
always looking for answers
to questions I never asked
and finding a way
to break the laws
without bending them
to make me win...
damn it
and damn anything else
I can't speak about
because I'm too busy thinking

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2002-03-18 01:48:03
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:06
Poem ID: 68390

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