I think I know why I feel so hurt and lost. I once did anything for her, at any cost. Everything was good, always great, But we also had times of fear and hate. Anger filled me, taking control of my brain, At that moment I didn?t feel the pain. I called her up, to tell her goodbye, I sat and listened as she yelled and cried. I felt guilty, bad, even confused, She felt angry, rejected, and abused. The next day in school we shared our last kiss, Me never knowing how much I would miss Her long brown hair, her arms full of love, Soft white skin, like feathers of a dove. Now as school starts once more, The hurt in my heart lets out a roar. I see her with others; she?s happy and content, She doesn?t know of all my repent. The pain has hit me, and it hit hard, I wish I wouldn?t have made that call in the dark. I once held the world in every hug, Now I hold nothing, I have no one to love. I missed my calling; she won?t give me another chance, She?s too busy finding new love and romance. She doesn?t miss me like I miss her, She doesn?t how my emotions stir Whenever I see her pass me bye, Hanging all over some other guy. I wish I could get a second endeavor, To show her how much I can be better. Our relationship was perfect, until I screwed it up, Now I?m paying; why can?t we make-up? Could this poem help change her mind? We could be together for the rest of all time. Please think it through, and think it through good, I don?t know what I?d do, if I ever could Hold your hand, give you a kiss, It would be my everlasting bliss. If you hate me that much, to say never again, I hope God takes me early, because then- I wouldn?t have to hope, to wonder, to wish, If I?d ever get another kiss. I wouldn?t have to stir and stay awake at night, Just to think about how I just might Have the chance of a dream come true. My everlasting love, my life, is you.
Reason for writing:
After a year and 2 months, i lost the love of my life, my girlfriend, because i made the stupid mistake of dumping her. I wrote this while i was in mourning because she wouldnt take me back.
Birth sign: Libra
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