Now That Your Gone (AI)

by Elisa Hinson - Aquarius

Once you were gone
My fear gave way
To a careful curiousity
Now replaced by understanding

And now my dear,
I know you were the one
So afraid for
So long

Your brutal attacks
Were only your way
Of expressing your rage
A physical attempt at speaking
For you knew you lacked 
The words

You hated my family
You hated my friends
Because my happiness
Only made you feel
More alone

You attacked my religion
Threw my Bibles at me
Because my beliefs
Only made you feel
Your lack of peace

You picked apart
My clothing
And everything I did
Because my beauty
Only made you feel
Uneasy

Might something better
Sweep me away?

And you dimished my success
Calling it luck
Because my talent
Only made you feel
Like you had none

Your jealousy
Your insecurity
Your fear
Your pain

Are what made you
The monster

Not me
Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2002-03-20 15:28:48
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:07
Poem ID: 68436

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