SO

by Twan - Aries

intensly i regard my past (not the one i made up)
intently i watch the future as (a miss cleo commercial comes on)
so i become robert deleo
then i become kevin lander
then i am jason delph
then i am in love 
then there are those who find true love
before the mirror shatters with the fury of the fist that hits it
i used to wonder about you
i sit on the floor staring at the building across the street, wondering what kind of fate did you meet
the peace dies inside my soul
but i have no more reason to think of you
but i still do
so i lie on the floor waffling 
sitting in my fueled fake nirvana
and the pieces that once fit so perfectly on september 13
are broken
so that does no good
so we come to harm
so we are over finally
but you are still in my mind.

Reason for writing:

    about a boy i used to know named Juan Garcia    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-03-21 22:53:13
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:07
Poem ID: 68476

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