BAD HAPPINESS OF ALL MY PAIN AND ALL MY SORROW I KEEP HOPE FOR A NEW TOMORROW AND IF I NEVER SEE TRUE LOVE I'LL LOOK DOWN FROM ABOVE AND BLESS THOSE THAT ARE HURT INSIDE TO HAVE THE COURAGE NOT TO RUN AND HIDE THAT THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE JUST LIKE YOU AND SOMEONE WHO WILL HELP YOU THROUGH SO WHEN YOU GRAB A CIGARETTE YOU DON'T THINK OF THEM I BET AND WHEN YOU GO TO SKULL THAT DRINK IT'S JUST SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T MAKE YOU THINK AND WHEN YOU SMELL THAT SWEET JOINT YOU DON’T REALLY KNOW THERE'S NOT A POINT IT JUST MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD THEN IT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE IT SHOULD CUZ YOU ARE SO CONFUSED FROM BEING HURT AND ABUSED YOU DON'T THINK OF YOUR FAMILY AND ONLY SEE YOU FRIENDS AND CONSTANTLY WONDER WHEN IT WILL END MAYBE THIS WILL LEAVE ONE DAY OR WILL IT TAKE OVER ME I KNOW FOR SURE, I WON'T STAY AROUND TO SEE I'LL FIND THOSE PEOPLE THAT LOVE ME SO AND LEARN NEVER TO LET GO OF EVERYTHING THAT'S NOT BAD HAPPINESS IS NOT HAVING WHAT YOU WANT, BUT WANTING WHAT YOU HAVE. FIND IT IN YOURSELF
Reason for writing:
i wrote this after i got charged with illegal drug use or maybe a week before i did. i waz 13
Birth sign: Aquarius
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