Ive read all of your poems up until this day I dont understand why you say the things you say It wasnt until after I called it quits that I truly realized who I was with love is blind and so was I so much pain and so many lies suicidal thoughts sleepless nights severe depression took over my life no one to talk to my friends were not there I lost out on so much over a guy who didnt care you had your fun while i sat at home up sick all night crying alone youll never know what you put me through I knew a lot more than you knew i knew despite all of this I was still there I still knew you needed someone who cared I honestly did but loves' what we lacked its hard to love someone who doesnt love you back how can a person treat anyone that way and still feel no guilt playing their games I finally realized how your mind works thats why I left Im wasnt the jerk Ive now found someon thats made me so happy a "fuckup gangsta" who loves me for me Hes everything a boyfriend should be he puts me first and meets all my needs so when i look back and remember us without any love and without trust I cant regret the decision I made no more getting hurt and no more being played I forgive you for what you have done but dont blame me for what has become
Reason for writing:
I thought my ex(you know who you are)deserved to hear how I feel and why.Even though he's a gangster or whatever, Nick treats me better than any guy ever has. He understands the meaning of a relationship just like me and he makes me feel good about myself. He stays with me and brings me out with him when he goes out so I know what he does.The only problems we have are problems that still haunt me from my past relationship but things are slowly going back to normal.(and no Im not a different person than I was before,just a little bit smarter and less naive.)Im soory if youre mad after reading this cypher but you have to know and stop being so suicidal.You had and still have a chance to change your outlook on life.Stop feeling sorry for yourself and figure out who you are and what you want and give up the innocent act.
Birth sign: Pisces
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