you act as if you did nothing... especially towards the end.... you alos lied and manipulated... nick just wasnt your freind... i may lack the love... having never been taught... but i loved you more than anyone...ever... and you helped it stop.... your accusations when nothing was wrong... was where it begun.... im the main reason that this is over.... "i just wanted to have fun"... is that what your saying.... is the reason i would leave... thats so far off base.... you shoudnt wear your heart on your sleave... you made up the things... that you thought were going on... shit more than half the time.... i HONESTLY did nothing wrong... i do admit... that the things that i did... you never deserved.... i just stopped caring...about everything.... id rather sleep on the curb... than to come home to you... after a night when ive been out.... you were not my wife or mother..... it was your choice to sit home and pout... you stopped making things fun... after awhile i just didnt give a fuck... but after all of this... why am i still stuck.... supergirl i would do anything... to hold you again.... i would do anything.... just for us to be freinds... i miss you soo much... even to this day... you can say that you hate me.... and you may feel this way.... you were picked up off the rebound... and ive heard the stories about this guy..... i just miss sitting on the porch with you... holding you while i looked into the sky... my feelings for you are oxymorons.... to say the least.... i love you then hate you... im sure it will change by next week.... supergirl im sorry... for all the things i did... i can never justify them to you.... im so sorry i hid... the most important things in my life from you... it just seemed i had changed... i let my freinds make my choices..... and i lost the fucking game... i wish it was just me and you... and you could forget what i have done... i wish i could wake up one more morning holding you.... and look out through your blinds.... at the mornign sun
Reason for writing:
supergirl you know what i love you so much its killing me its been almost a year now and i still think about you every single day and its drving me crazy you went out with nick right after you were with me not even a month actually...of course everything he does is amazing because hes not me you forgot everything and right now your lying to yourself you know that isnt you heather r.i.c you need to look at yourself and what you did and who your with and why?!!!? becasue cruzy and kristin set you up not because you feel in love or whatever you werent even freinds long enough for that too happen i know you girl better than you will ever admit do you think im that dumb not to know the things you found out i just stopped caring and said fuck it one day(youd know exactly what day i chose to tell you)after that point i shut down and when i do that on someone for any reason its hard for me to ever be the same with that person....you know my life and who i am and who you fell in love with hes back and hes right here i would do anything to prove my love for you and to work through whatever would be needed i know that this will never happen but i have to sayerrrrrrrr tell you this so i know i tried and im gonna keep trying we were meant to be 2gether and you know that you have never felt that way towards anyone b4?!?! can you honestly say you feel the same towards nick cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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