My depression is back, dark thoughts overwhelm me, all I see is others with more than I will ever have, it tears me up inside. I just don't know what to do, refuse to watch the Oscars, people more beautiful and way more wealthy than I will ever be, and in the middle of it all, my one true love, smiling for the cameras, with someone else on his arm, not fair, world, not fair. I wish the fates didn't hate me so much, and would only send me good things, instead of this hated body, hated life, I only feel like this when Mr. Depression is around, and he seems to come around a lot. Will go and cry now, realize how lonely and unloved my life is, give in to Mr. Depression, see where he takes me, follow his lead.....Birth sign: Taurus
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