he walked into my bedroom last night.. like so many times before... he forced hiself on me again... his pants drop to the floor... he says i can never say anything... who would believe me if i did... so ill keep lying to save his... the scars and bruises are well hid... why does he do this to me... doesnt he love me as his own... how am i supposed to pretend that this hell... is my home.... it stopped hurting me physically... so long ago... but mentally im numb... my mother can never know... how long can i go on like this... the beatings and the rape... i wish he would die an awful death... i bet hes already sealed his fate.... he pulls up his pants... and tells me for whats seems like the thousandth time.. if i tell my mother any of this... she and i will surely die...
Reason for writing:
i dunno i tried to write about rape and sexual abuse...long personal story it wasnt like this but somewhat similiar..cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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