Long Lost Love

by Fox - Leo

Without you i cannot breath, 
And I'll always dred the day that you leave. 
But you always said, "I love you." 
Why'd you try and play my for a fool? 
I really don't know what went wrong, 
You were here one minute and the next your gone. 
I'm not blinde, baby i can see,
So why don't you admit you don't love me? 
I woke up every morning with a smile, 
But now it feels like my hearts on trile. 
I got a little suspicious when you didn't call, 
Maybe i don't hate you not even at all. 
But i do know for a fact, 
It was your heart i always lacked. 
I completly loved you with all my heart, 
But it's you fault we were torn apart! 
You weren't there to wipe my tears, 
And you weren't there to scare my fears. 
At first i thought i just might, 
Was it true, Love at first sight? 
I thought i loved you, i swear i did,
But you acted like our love was for some kid. 
Now the world is closing in on me, 
Can't everyone just let us be? 
I'll die without you very soon 
It's like having a salt with out pepper, 
A sun without it's moon.
Trying to make you notice me, was it worth all that time? 
I thoguht in the end i could definitly make you mine
Nothing will ever be the same, 
You made me feel like i wasn't some board game. 
I looked really deep into your eyes, 
You just couldn't hide some of those lies. 
I ignored it, cause i didn't want to face the fact, 
Aren't opposites suppose to attract? 
Did you really like me for who i was? 
Or was i always a "just because?" 
I thoguht you saw me when i was invisable, 
It didn't last long for something so livable. 
I kept our picture in a frame but when i called you ,you never came! 
You, so pure, a love so devine, 
I thopguht no one could take you away ,you were mine! 
People used to say, "They will always be together!" 
But these days nothing can be forever!

Reason for writing:

    To my only love always my x-boyfriend TIM! but i lost him!    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2002-03-27 23:40:30
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:11
Poem ID: 68671

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