Thinking back on both of my duties I see why God chose to use my strength Murdering your heart is like murdering a person You have to be strong, for the pain has no measurement in length. Plus its hard to fall in love when knowing they can't be yours But yet, for their happiness, you do it anyway Though still it makes me wonder Is the answer No in our say? You never did tell us that one Perhaps there's more here than what you speak Is my power greater than what I imagine Or am I speaking from the depths of the weak? If I were to not show up on Easter morning Could he forever be mine? But still, I think, is this what he wants Receiving your wings is a chance most do not decline. But would he do it out of his love? Have I really trained him that well? Would he fight for me just to have me as his forever Or is there something more here that you do not tell? You're not a fair player when it comes to requests I can't see why people bow down to you everyday If only they weren't blind and knew just how things were The falsehoods and lies in all the words they pray. You're not some great big thing to worship All you do is use people to get things done Why I speak so highly of you I'll never know And I think I'll forget the idea of becoming a nun.
Reason for writing:
Even I dont know.
Birth sign: Pisces
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