Whatever You'd Like to Call It

by Nicole M. - Gemini

No one
Sees my face
Looking back at them
When they stare in
  the mirror
No one but me

They don't feel
resentment
when I can't fit into my jeans
  or temporary fulfillment
spending money
   or twinkies
will bring me

  can't imagine
the way I cringe
when someone sneaks a hand on me

no one denies
themselve
quite like me
  ignoring something
that's everything about me

the frustrations
   tongue-biting
appeasing
defeats
   successes

  the reason
I denied help
keeping me from looking
   and see the me
everyone else gets

the hate
  there is
when people
 love the wrong me

my shallow personality
   the misunderstandings
  the assumptions
    that are right
  for a minute or two
     when I let them

the fear
  of whatever you got

Reason for writing:

    not a mind fuck...not deeply inspirational or thought provoking but oh well...    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2002-03-31 22:23:36
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:13
Poem ID: 68783

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