Somedays i wish i were dead somedays i wish i were not alive at all I wish i could spare a liitle wealth I wish i could just have a someone Today i wish i go to kilborn today i wish i could just lay in a cell for years tommorow i hope i am in jail tommorow i hope im not let off the hook this outrage has broken this outrage is sore A ugly sunday A ugly thought Dreams have flyed Dreams i will eventually awake from Sleeping on time sleeping the rest of my life away in jail Can i bare this lonleyness can i see everthing past the emptyness The world is cumbling down the world works around you the unbreakable cell the unbreakable trust to society pain is the game pain is the reason sit here all day Silence lays about silence lay forever in my mind Can you take it all away Can you take me away Future is near Future of a goodbye drag me down drag me away from my tear slowly they fall slowly i fallowed my everlasting hideout is here my everlasting home away from home now the whole world walks off on me now the judge will sentence me misery and history in the process misery n history to share bymyself i am bymyself in here traped n locked from everthing traped n locked From a needed heart! please murder me while im there please murder everthing i stand for flush away what i am flush away whats left fade the lights to black fade my mind to heavan i though existed leave me here leave me alone touch my thoughts touch my brain look up here look up the word im here about to say kiss me farwell kiss me to a ending ill tell you just how i feel ill tell just how my misery will end when im free from this when im free from history and misery grab this here hand grab this hear ring and put it on your finger pull this here arrow pull this bow about to strike shoot ballistic at my heart shoot ballstic with love go nuts for ever motion go nuts just to free me from my personall sucide
Reason for writing:
Ive got court April fools day !
now dis here aint no fuckin joke! hehe , i dont know whats happenin now , jail in fine , gimmie mine!
Birth sign: Aries
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