Deception...

by Ella - Aquarius

I don’t know what has happened
I don’t know what has changed
I don’t know how those little words affected me so badly
But now I don’t feel the same
I don’t know if I can trust you
I don’t know if I can ever talk to you again
Because all I feel is anger every-time you call my name
I don’t know where this anger is coming from
Or why I can’t depend on you
But those few lil words
Totally changed my view on you
I feel that you’re using me
I feel like I am a piece of shit
I feel these feelings are overwhelming me
Am I goin to trip?
Stumbling along the dark and dusty road
Wondering where it ends
Will I ever find my way home?
Or get there in the end?
Will this feeling last forever
My heart is broken into 2
All because of those little words…
I just don’t know what to do
Blank thoughts cross my mind
As I walk down this path
Wondering of what the future holds
With us kind of torn apart
Will something re-kindle
Will something turn back time?
Where I could call you a best friend of mine

Reason for writing:

    A decision what one of my best friends made 
Which has changed all our lives & feelings..    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2002-04-01 08:10:59
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:13
Poem ID: 68798

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