16

by Jaired A S - Aries

You can shoot yourself now 
Because i know you can 

And i will break the silence 
Screaming in your dreams 

I have stated .... And i feel dead 
can you peel the stars away  
you and yourself away
From heavans and earth    

sit at my chair and blow out my canndles for me 
stuff your face 
i dont give a fuck anyway 

Give me a gun 
so i can shoot the colourful ballons
there brightness dulls me 

Take that gladiator movie out 
unless you give me a sword 
drop me off downtown with a hit of acid
ill show you all gladiator

Stay away from the fridge door 
dont touch that fuckin 24 
or
ill show you hardcore

Im still tired 
Your gifts are nothing 
todays moments are joyless
everthing is still the same 
no one cares either 
 
sometimes i wish things were what it seems 
but i dont wish today 
i wont make any wish today 
there is no canndles to wish upoon 
how about 16 beers to tank

and lets see if school is a option in the morning
Reciving nothing
i bought everthing i own right now 

i thought pepole like me get spoiled with love
not even a happy birthday today 

I wish to never have a ciggrette ever after this day 
I ask god 
im 16 spare me a wish 
reality seems to hide wishes
could you ?
would you ?
and god always knows what he is doing 
i have no worry 
still everthing remains the same 
as before 
bless me 
so i can change at last
thank you god 
for the only one that loved me from the start 
thank you 
for such inspiratioon lately 
to live a little longer 
to keep myself 
to see 16
amen
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-04-07 15:35:27
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:16
Poem ID: 68976

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