Diary Entry (April 7)

by Nicole M. - Gemini

Dear Diary,
  today I could just repeat myself
and say I hate what I see
but I've done that to death
   I could reflect
and get that bitter taste in my mouth
but today
  I'll be honest 
I posted a few things
  at that poetry place
threw away about three times as many
I let the boys come out and play
  sometimes I think this are the only guys
I haven't hated
   I replayed last night in my mind
How I wish
  the old me
was back driving that short hour
to get a release
   but instead I let her settle for
a little dirty talk and her old ways
  of making he cum
with lies

I read and re-read
  and I know it's missing something
oh yeah...
    I was happy.

Dear diary...

Reason for writing:

    one of the comments under that infamous poem "Stuck in Traffic Masturbating" said something about not wanting to hear anymore "diary entries" well, HAHA didn't you just shoot yourself in the foot?    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2002-04-07 18:35:08
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:17
Poem ID: 68993

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