APRIL 8, 2002 MADDNESS WHAT IS THIS MADDNESS I FEEL ERUPTING LIKE THE VOLCANO SPIRITED WORDS FALLING FROM LIPS DO I LOVE BECAUSE I HATE OR HATE BECAUSE I LOVE DO I STARVE BECAUSE I FEAR OR FEAR BECAUSE I STARVE DO I FUCK BECAUSE I ENJOY OR ENJOY BECAUSE I FUCK WITH THE LAVA SPILLED OVER I LEAVE WRECKAGE BEHIND WORDS I CANNOT REPLACE WITH ONES THAT MAKE A DIFFERENCE LIES THAT FELL FROM MY MOUTH NEVER CAN BE INSERTED WITH TRUTH DOES THE PAST HAUNT ME OR DO I HAUNT MY PAST WITH EVERY BREATH A MEMORY IS MADE WITH EVERY DAY THE MADDNESS GROWS AM I MAD BECAUSE I REMEMBER OR REMEMBER BECAUSE I AM MAD DEEP THOUGHTS PURIFY MY BRAIN YET THEY COME INFREQUENTLY FOOD, BODY, RAPE, INCEST LIVE LIFE IN FEAR FEAR OF LIFE WHICH IS IT WHAT IS THIS MADDENING CYCLE REPETIVNESS OF TORMENT DESTRUCTION OF A HUMAN BEING ONCE I HAD SOUL BUT LOST IT MADDNESS TOOK THE SOUL FLEW AWAY ONLY TO LEAVE A ROOTED VINE INTO DARKNESS WHERE THE SOUL USED TO LIVE BUT IT DETORIATED AND LEFT THE SICKNESS ONLY THE MADNESS OF ME TRAPPED IN MY OWN CYCLE AM I MAD TO TRY TO LIVE OR DO I LIVE ONLY TO BE MAD WRITTEN BY: JENNIFER PAYNE HOBSON COPYRIGHT APRIL 2002
Reason for writing:
Well I think everyone questions their own view of life which is what this is about. I am question my own sanity and my reasons for life and what has happened to me why i say things or even do things i do..
Birth sign: Taurus
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