The first guy

by Olivia - Pisces

You were the first guy I liked to be with,
But what happened that night I don't know,
Tried to search in my head.
What could have went wrong,
It's been five months since you've been gone,
But the tears still fresh in my eyes,
I wear your smell so I could have that last trace,
Every guy I've been with has your face,
But they just can't measure up,
Feeling empty and fallen apart,
Just know somewhere out there a guy stole my heart,
The one piece that completes me,
And even after all this shit,
I still want you back,
It's been ten months,
Since we been apart,
Everytime I think of you it breaks my heart,
Your face still etched in my mind,
My love for you will last a lifetime,
We never really said goodbye,
Couldn't face the truth so I had to lie,
I didn't really loose anything,
Cause yeah I played you too,
I couldn't help what goes on in a game,
And when you weren't there I knew what was up,
That's all over and this is now,
I want you to know I 'll always come back to you,
Maybe someday, sometime, somehow.

Reason for writing:

    Obviously an x-boyfriend who I will not mention....I guess we can't be together again since he died in 04.    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2002-04-11 11:14:32
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:19
Poem ID: 69142

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