Don't envy Me (cause I don't)

by Christie - Aries

I’m not going to apologize
For being me
I shouldn’t have to
I’m sorry I don’t envy you
But no one told you to envy me
I’m no one special
Just a girl
That is all
A plain ordinary everyday girl
you tell me I'm so lucky to be me
to have the friends I have
to drive the car I drive
to wear the clothes I wear
to date the guys I date
do you think they really see what's on the inside
I have more problems then you could know
I'm just better at hiding them
I cry when I shouldn’t
Laugh when I’m sad
spend money that I don't have
wake up with hangovers
I deal with those bitches everyday
those stuck up bitches that call themselves my friends
yet so quick to stab me in the back
everytime they get the chance
I would rather take your life instead
mine isn't as good as it looks
I'm tired of doing what's expected
If that doesn’t make sense
Then oh well
you'll never be able to understand

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-04-12 00:42:28
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:20
Poem ID: 69177

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