It doesn't make sense to me You sit there for hours I don't know if you're there I just know you're on more than usual Ever since you told me you got a new girlfriend 1. Is she over the net? 2. Is she better than I was? 3. Is she going to have you forever? 4. Does she hold your heart tight? 5. Am I hoping too much? 6. Is ever having you again really false? I thought I was over you But the tears I cried the other night denied the fact. 7. When will I heal? 8. Will I ever forget you? 9. Will you always be there? 10. Always in my dreams? 11. Always the image I see when I close my eyes? 12. Are you still on the path? 13. Do you ever look back? 14. How do you speak of me now? 15. Am I just a joke between you and your friends? 16. Do I still mean as much as I did before? 17. If I needed someone would you be there? 18. Can I still rely on you? 19. Can I trust you with my thoughts? 20. Do you know I still feel the same? 21. Do I give away unknowing hints? 22. Will we ever be on the same level? 23. Can I still get tigress stripes? 24. Where is pinky toe? 25. When you see him does it disgust you? 26. Is he shoved in a box? 27. Thrown out in the trash? 28. Did you keep anything from me? 29. What did you do with my rings? 30. Who have you told the truth to? 31. Am I ever spoken of? 32. Do I ever cross your mind at all? 33. Do you ever think of calling me? 34. Ever cry? 35. Can you manage to watch Dark Angel? 36. Miss my giggle when Tales of The Crypt came on? 37. Is John Edwards no longer interesting? 38. Have your habits changed? 39. What's your attitude like? 40. Do you ever smile? 41. Has your heart gained back its pieces? 42. Am I the only one who still counts the days? 43. Do I celebrate our anniversary alone? 44. Are my calendars the only ones marked? 45. Will you ever come to see me? 46. Do you still have the same answer to your profile question? 47. Am I still the best you ever had? 48. Am I still marked as gold? 49. If you moved now would I still be on the top of the stack for being missed the most? If I asked you all of these questions 50. How many would you actually answer? 51. Any of them? 52. Would you hate me? 53. Should I let you know how I still feel? 54. Would it make things worse? 55. Would I ruin any chances at all? 56. Would you ever speak with me again? 57. Am I wasting my time? 58. Do I really need to hold on? 59. Would I be able to let go if told I had to? 60. Could I accept you marrying another? 61. Can I picture my life without you forever? 62. What happened to all the dreams? 63. Where have all the promises gone? 64. Why didn't you come on my birthday? 65. Did you forget? 66. Did you remember but just couldn't do it? 67. Am I really not what you want? 68. Could I ever be that perfect someone for you? 69. If I changed would you take me back? 70. If it started all over would it all end the same? 71. Can you still listen to Unchained Melody? 72. Is Ghost still one of your favorite movies? 73. Ever wish we were still together? 74. Miss me even slightly? 75. Am I ever in your dreams? 76. Could I ever walk away? 77. If I saw you would I cry? 78. Will I ever receive any closure? 79. When I die will I really rest in peace? 80. Did I not show enough love? 81. Why have you grown so cold? 82. Did you just lose interest? 83. Did I become that much of a bore? 84. Will I ever accept the fact that you're gone? 85. Will I ever have the courage to move on? 86. Will I be alone for the rest of my life? 87. Is my fear becoming a reality? 88. Should I just walk away? 89. Tear down the wall I've built to hold as much of you in as I can? 90. Could I really let all of you go? 91. Was my love really that deep? 92. Did I fall just that hard? 93. Do my eyes still show a frightened child? 94. Do they still portray the hurt from deep inside? 95. Are my attempts of hiding starting to fail? 96. Would I be able to come back if you asked? 97. Why has all of this made me afraid to love another? 98. Have you banished the memories of us? 99. Is your mind and heart as closed off as mine? 100. Do you understand why I'm so far off in the distance now?Birth sign: Pisces
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