I'll Never Get it Back

by Kelly - Libra

What I lost to you I can never get back,
now I need you to prove all my facts.
Should not have been so stupid, and should not have lost control,
I thought you were the one who came and made me whole.
I will find my way back, so do not worry about me,
you did not think I would know just because I could not see.
I am not going to doubt your love, although I have the right,
I am left wondering if you are going to give up or going to put up a fight.
Just wanted to keep things low and let things stay the same,
but I'm not going to deal with your foolish games.
How could you intentionally lie to the one you will never forget?
I was hoping you were the one that I would not regret.
While you are away dreaming, I will stay in this nightmare,
and I will never be able to pretend that you weren't ever there.
Collecting my thoughts and thinking of what to say,
but you will never know, because tomorrow is another day.

Reason for writing:

    I thought my boyfriend had told something extremely personal about us to his friends, it turned out it wasn't true..    

Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2002-04-13 21:39:23
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:21
Poem ID: 69217

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