Whatever happened to Eternity?

by ~***a chick***~ - Pisces

I think I am going crazy I keep hearing your car
but then again I think your to far
I dont know where you are tonight
or whatever happened to you holding me tight
You haven't talked to me in weeks 
I wonder if I'm the only one who weeps?
I dont know why you have such a strong hold on me
or whatever happened to eternity?
I think I'm over you then something happens out of the blue
and it sets me right back to where I was wishing that I was still your only one.
But then I think of the way you changed and how it all just seemed like a game I wish I could go back to the past
and take one of the moments and seal it in my heart to make it last.
I miss getting lost in your eyes holding you close hearing you sigh. 
Waking up in the bed next to you feeling your arms wrapped around me stuck like glue.
Not wanting to wake you up just watching you sleep feeling so in love I could hardly speak
You were so perfect in everyway then all of the sudden that person faded away.
So I am left with my heart broken in two I look down at my hands and they're missing you, trying to stand strong and move on but theres something there that wont let me live on.
So I crawl in my bed and stare at the wall wondering if that maybe it would've been better if I never loved you at all.


Reason for writing:

    I think I am over him and then I'm not    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2002-04-14 00:00:11
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:21
Poem ID: 69225

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